Raine's Site

I can't always explain my feelings the way i want you to understand them. Sometimes when we talk, there are so many beautiful and intense feelings that flow in and out of my soul, yet words as i say them never seem to allow those feelings to touch peoples lives. Today, i found these words, and i realized that there are times when we need to be silent and allow the written, unspoken word to communicate the heart's innermost passion.

In this lifetime i am at a point in my soul development that requires me to do the work of refining and purifying my own nature. Like the ancient alchemists whose goal was to take bare materials and turn them into gold. My own process of self-transformation involves taking what is crude or disordered in myself and refining it. It is a cycle of separating the wheat from the chaff, requiring acute discrimination, rigorous self-analysis and self-criticism.